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I am not a saint. And most of all I don’t pretend like I am.

It takes courage to stand up for something not really right but definitely not wrong, and it takes more to do so without blowing your head off and going overboard. If doing something somebody thought was right would compromise your comfort in an intolerable way (which they call “sacrifice”) then why couldn’t you turn that down? If such cases come up to you and somebody says it’s the right thing to do although you don’t feel that good about it, will it be rude or say, “unholy”, to not comply?
I went into an overstressed argument this evening and there are several points that I want to raise:

I am not perfect and I never EVER looked down on anybody. Sadly, but as a matter of fact, you don’t know me that well to feel confident and accuse me of such thing. I never denied them before of such request but you cannot deny that the issue I was raising today was quite obvious and with me stating that fact did not mean that I was referring to their status in life. It’s as simple as it is but you took it differently. If you could bear with it and I couldn’t, does that make me a bad person? I don’t think so. Had it been that one of us was smart enough to have come up with a better way to tell them my concern and have it worked out, there wouldn’t be a problem. And for your information, if I were acting like what you were accusing me of then I would have moved out and lived somewhere else a long time ago. But you see, I never considered myself any different and it’s okay. Who am I to feel like I’m better than anyone when I’m still young and struggling? What they are in life was never a problem to me and I understand your point about it but the thing is, I was NOT referring to that and I never will. You took what I said out of context that’s why it spiralled down. It hurt me that you did not care to talk to me first before you spoke. And you said very nasty things.

You don’t know what you’re saying. I am thankful that I am earning and I don’t need to show you and have my picture taken while helping others just to prove you wrong. It’s your choice and you’re entitled to it. And like I said, I don’t care. I know myself too much to be bothered and people who know better than you think otherwise anyway.