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Piglet has always wanted me to go with him to rave parties and I’ve been there twice before. The first one was Tiesto and then next was Armin – both happened last year. They were a different experience from the usual clubs that I used to visit because of the big venue, amazing lights and really loud music. Plus the fact that world famous DJs were playing for you. And because of those, I enjoyed most of it. The only thing that I hated was standing up all night that really hurt my legs! Exhausting.

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I may not always understand and may often be a pain to be with, but you can be sure that I always care for and love you. Thank you for the wonderful years. As always, I wish you much success and happiness!

I saw Piglet playing around with this a few days ago so I tried to play with it as well. Buddy Poke allows you to make your own avatar that shows your current mood and interacts with your friends’ avatars. I eventually liked the cute things you can make them do. Buddy Poke is fun. Here’s what Piglet and I have been doing lately…

We shared a romantic duet…

I gave him a bear hug…

and a cute piggyback ride.

There’s so much you can make your avatars do. If you’re as easily amused as me, you’ll find yourself laughing at some of the actions they do. Just like this morning, Harvey did this to me:

So I punched her!

I swear they’re so much cuter in action.

When you’re used to winning an argument it doesn’t mean you’ll never lose or you’ll never be wrong. In fact, you have to be more observant of yourself if subconsciously you’re pressing on not ending that winning streak instead of realizing the better idea. In a relationship, keep in mind that you’re not competing against each other. That’s what I learned the other day when Piglet and I had a little “talk” on our way to a date night. The good thing was that he said what he felt and made me realize what I’d become. It was hard to accept at first (as always, when you’re character’s being attacked) but with minutes of silence and self-assessment, my defense backed down and I realized he was right. And as we entered Greenbelt 5 I said “sorry” and thanked him for making me see myself from a different perspective. It was what I asked from him this year – openness for better communication. The night started peacefully. A movie and some walking and our date ended sweetly over pasta and pastries in Mom and Tina’s.

In every ending comes a new beginning. And every new beginning is a new challenge that will broaden further our knowledge about life and our purpose of living it. Lalim noh. But it makes sense. Recently, certain people left to take on new challenges and the latest ones to go were Liezel and Myles. I admire their determination and courage to take risks. Sometimes I wonder how they do it – take career and love with them wherever they go and make both work for them.

Last week we had a little party for them in Global City. Good thing it was Sunday so very few people were around. There are times when I like to see a huge crowd of happy people but last Sunday wasn’t one of them – I wanted it to be as intimate as possible. We had dinner in Hai. It was quiet and I liked it but it was too quiet for us. You see, I got loud friends. We’re probably the loud group you hate in a restaurant. But I don’t care – and I like seeing them go crazy once in a while. So after dinner, we transferred to The Fort Strip to drink. Most of the bars were closed so we just settled in Pier One.

I could not remember the last time I went out with them for a drink but I felt the difference of not having RJ, Gilbert and the others with us. That night I noticed we were getting fewer. But then, it’s not like we won’t see each other again. It may take a while but surely, we’ll meet again. We’ll drink beer again and laugh at the same stupid things again.

We left the place by 12AM because I still got work the following day. But we had another round of picture taking, fooling around and lots more loud laughing at the parking lot before we took our ride home. Kaye was crazy! I think he got drunk. And I liked it that Piglet was with us.

To Myles and Liezel – Bhu told me you’re okay there now. Thanks for the happy times. I never really felt saying goodbye. I always have this feeling that you’re near and we’ll see each other again soon. But whatever… Good luck and I hope you two get what you want and be happy in all the things that you do. See you soon!

I’ve been working A LOT lately and I know this is what I want – to achieve things, to prove myself my worth and what I can do, and to make things better for me and for those who are important to me. In fact I barely spend quality time with Piglet and my family. I feel so sorry for them especially to Piglet who always jokingly (yet it hurts) gives me lines on how I don’t stay with him and talk that much anymore. We live in one house yet I’m lucky to have one hour worth of conversation with them during the work week. Piglet has been very patient and I am thankful to him. His presence and affection are enough to relieve me after extended hours of work. One time I went home at 3AM and he greeted me with a sweet sleepy smile. He stayed up waiting for me in our newly-arranged living room after he spent the day de-cluttering the junked-up place. And it was one of those moments when I feel I can endure the stress as long as he’s there. As long as my family’s there. And I’m thankful to God for giving me challenging yet rewarding days.

When I was younger I did not realize the value of what I had. I had almost everything that I wanted. That’s why it fascinates me now when I look at me from outside the box and realize how I’ve changed. I’m not a saint. I don’t forget to reward myself regularly with things that I want. But now, I value my brothers and my cousins so much that I can give more and do more things than I should to help them and make them happy. I need them. And Piglet – he’s priceless. I cannot go on doing this without him. He keeps me in touch with myself especially when I’m going far too hooked on thinking about my jobs. His simple ways of asking for attention makes me stop and realize what I’m working hard for. Yeah he goes overboard sometimes by being extravagantly demanding but it’s actually endearing. Hearing his high hopes and wishes for us is funny that even if it gives me more pressure, I still want to to hear it. I wish he doesn’t get tired understanding why I don’t always prioritize the two of us. He’s not perfect but I want him.

Also, right now, it’s amazing because I barely complain about the stress of having two jobs. Really. Now that I just said it I realize, yeah… I never really complained. I talk about it but I never complained. It’s true that if I had a choice, I wouldn’t do this but I don’t feel bad about it. I’m already here, I’m inspired and I’m happy. Hmmm… Amazing.

I still got a family after all that we went through. Providing for them, making them happy, having someone like Piglet who loves and cares for you, knowing I got them… Even if it means I’m losing weight and having only four hours of sleep everyday, I still feel lucky. Thank you God.

Armin Van Buuren. Voted #1 for 2007 and 2008 in DJ Mag’s annual Top 100. A State of Trance. BigFish Manila. World Trade Center.

Whoa! My legs still hurt and I still feel dry and dirty. Last night was amazing but exhausting. It was the event that Bryan convinced me to go to after giving me a litany of all the times I turned his inviations down. I didn’t wanna go for a lot of reasons but being in a party with him again was enough to reconsider. And I made the right choice because it felt so good to be there!

The day started with me forgetting my mobile phone at home when the original plan was I’d meet them in World Trade Center after I was done with WELS. Of course it would be impossible to find them without my phone so I gave them my options. In the end they decided to just fetch me in Ortigas at 11PM. Cool! Plus, Rhea managed to put us in the guest list so it was great to have saved 6000Php for our five tickets. Judging from there, I knew we’d have a good time and I began to feel excited.

More pics and videos after the jump.

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I tried my best to make them look as much as we do in real life. This, I think, is the best they can go. Haha! I’m so loving them. What’s funny was earlier today when I made this, I was actually wearing that white hoody and sunglasses. Only my cigar was Marlboro Lights – not red. And yeah, I sometimes wear sunglasses at night when I’m feeling diva being chased by the paparazzi. Hahahaha!

Lhen was supposed to take me out somewhere tonight to celebrate my birthday but she fell sick. Poor girl. So I’m just gonna stay home and enjoy this surprisingly fast Internet connection and catch up on movies and season two episodes of Gossip Girl. Bryan’s out to watch Chicane tonight in World Trade Center. I didn’t feel like going so it’s a good thing his friends didn’t bail out on him. And he was so sweet to buy me another gift when he went out this afternoon to get a haircut. Meet my new orange cow Guyito sitting on a box of my favorite brownies. Weird name, right? He said he got it from Inquirer. Hehe…